Monday, November 9, 2009
Uncles, Aunties, Grandpas and Grannies
♥ 11:14 PM
Do random uncles/aunties/grandpas/grannies talk to you on the bus? Well I realised I had a few encounters with such people who actually come and talk to me. I mean, maybe that's because I don't diao them unlike what most teens would probably do(I suppose).
Still, it is really weird for you to be speaking with this random person who starts telling you about random things in life. Not that I hate them or hate conversation topics like these, but it is plain weird talking to strangers. Come on, we all know how it feels.
So today this uncle who sat beside me started talking to me after I woke up from my deep slumber. He talked to me about lots of stuff like school, army and other random stuff. Oh, and he doesn't seem to know what JC is.
He even asked me whether I was in secondary school... or PRIMARY school. Even if he did not recognise the Victoria Junior College PE attire, I don't think I actually look like a primary school student. Yes I am short and stuff, but hey, I've got so many pimples. If you think I'm in secondary school, that's still fine, but PRIMARY SCHOOL???
GAH!
Akatsuki!!
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Refreshed
♥ 1:34 AM
I have been really refreshed by God recently. Praise the Lord. Anyway, I have joined Y-Hope for exactly 1 year already. I have already talked about this 1 year in church so I shall not repeat myself.
Really had heartfelt worship during service, and that really renewed my relationship with God. My spiritual dryness has faded away and now I am really happy to feel so close with God. I am also able to feel the joy, which is something I treasure a lot.
In any case, I have been thinking about some past matters, and talking to this particular old friend of mine did stir up some emotions. I was into the emo state, and frankly speaking, I was enjoying that feeling. Maybe it made me feel like before, when I was really really happy with that er... you know. However, that was the period when I was away from God. Yes I was happy for a while, but I felt really miserable afterwards because all that mattered to me began to fade away.
Shall I walk in the same path again? Yes I may be stupid, but I do know what's good for me. I shan't get myself emotionally exhausted for no good reason. I'd rather enjoy the overflowing peace and joy which can never be taken away from me.
Akatsuki!!
Saturday, November 7, 2009
It's been a year.
♥ 12:24 AM
It's been a year since I turned from my old ways and walked in the ways of the Lord.
I remember clearly that it was 8 November 2008, and I was in the midst of GCE O Levels. I only had the MCQ papers left. Actually I was supposed to go back on the 1 November, but I overslept so... oh well...
Yes so I met the Central E brothers+sister, and later I joined the VJ kiddos. It's been great to be around these people, because you know that you will never walk alone if you are in this family.
The coming Sunday would mark my first year back into the arms of God.
I shall rejoice.
Oh yes to those kids who think that we will all die on 21/12/2012, I'd just say that it will not happen. Yes indeed I do not know when the day will come, but I'd really recommend you people not to do stupid things when that day approaches. I've heard that many people commit suicide because they think the world is ending. To those who choose to splurge all their money or go crazy, I guess you would be crying when you realise you are still alive on 22/12/2012.
So don't go do crazy or stupid things just because some dude said we are gonna die.
Akatsuki!!
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Practise what you preach
♥ 11:29 PM
I know I should stop harping on this issue, I even taught others not to do this sort of thing, but I really really feel a little sad. Really don't like the feel of being an outsider. I so totally want to know, like like EVERYTHING.
I know that's not possible, and no amount of rambling or whatsoever may help.
Therefore, I quit.
Akatsuki!!
Ok wow
♥ 12:19 AM
I missed the Mahjong session with 6G just weeks ago, and now I missed the Kway Chap dinner. Gah.
Haven't met those peeps for ages. I really miss them, really.
I'm quite sad now. Not only did I fail, but the situation kind of worsened. I should have seen this coming, but I thought I could pull it off. Never mind, if it fails, it fails. I was hoping for a RESTART anyway. It's ok, it's all right. So what if I had succeeded, I would probably have to kill it off myself.
I have big dreams for a bigger God.
Akatsuki!!
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Promos
♥ 9:05 PM
Yes yes. Experienced huge fluctuation in results for certain subject, and maintained the exact score for one of it. All in all, it was just as bad as my Mid Years. Don't wish to talk about it or even think about it anymore.
WR, OP, I&R and a series of lectures, before I can finally be freed from the clutches of school. So, what's next? Revision and practice during the holidays. How interesting huh? Hope I can fix all the problems, and then go on to enjoy MY holidays. MY!!!
Then and again, training will start to pack my schedule once again. I don't have much time left. Season's starting real early, and I am still a complete amateur. I wish to achieve something next year, even though it seems almost impossible.
Seems like this would be another pseudo holiday. Bleh
Akatsuki!!
Monday, October 12, 2009
I'm sad
♥ 12:05 AM
Ok, what I want to say is, if all that I know is indeed the truth, then, I'm really sad for you.
Had a great time chilling out after promos, though training did take up quite a bit of my chill out time. Anyway, managed to hang out with Wei Jun and Preston. Had a lot of fun at the arcade and had meal with some friends I haven't met for ages.
So... I am back in school now, and I have less than 10 days to complete my WR. WOW.
Akatsuki!!
